Posted by wondereal on November 19, 1999 at 18:20:44:
In Reply to: i do posted by sunray on November 19, 1999 at 17:03:44:
: : : : : : : : : : : : Well, they didn't kill me. The neurologist said that she thinks there is a flaw in the neuosurgeons determination for me to NEED surgery. She thinks that the symptoms that I have are from normal everyday stress and as she put it "...a heavy heart". Maybe she means burdens, I don't know. The neuro-opthalmologist did a few tests like a field-of-vision test and a glaucoma test and a few others and said that everything is pretty normal with the exception of a higher-than-normal glaucoma reading. Something to be truly thankful for! I still have to go back to the neurosurgeon for a follow up but I think the decision to have surgery will not be made. Praise God for that! I guess that means that you guys are all STILL stuck with me the way I am, sorry! Thanks to everyone who held me up in prayer, I am truly blessed to have you all here for support.
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: : : : : : : : : : : ~~I know we are all glad that your appointments went well and that things appear optimistic.
: : : : : : : : : : : ....especially me! :)
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: : : : : : : : : : Glad to hear it too.
: : : : : : : : : Hey! Praise God!
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: : : : : : : : : ...does that mean that we can hang out sometime and perhaps jam some?
: : : : : : : : Yes, it does. As a matter of fact I am off all next week and therefore should have SOME time to jam. I would like to do it at the church though, that way we can get REAL crazy and drive ourselves absoulutely MAD with all the pulsating, ravenous madness that will altogether destroy our senses!!! YEESSAAAAAHHHHHAAAAHAHAAHAAAAHAHAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ahem! Okay, I think I have a hold of the situation now, maybe. The others don't agree with me but I will just have to tell them to stay in their place and shut up, NOW people!! Geez! I can't stand all the voices, they all tell me to do all these different things!
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: : : : : : : Don't beleive him. Everything he says is a lie. He doesn't really know what he is going to do because I keep him confused, when he thinks he knows something all I have to do is take over and he will be like putty in my (his) hands. The cool part is that he doesn't even know I'm here. Heh-heh. And don't think I don't know I have you too...
: : : : : : : - signed X -
: : : : : : What are we going to do? Now people know that we exist inside the person they know as Bryon!
: : : : : Don't worry, they won't take him seriously! They don't beleive this sort of things happen to "normal" people.
: : : : Woes it really matter that people know? I mean, even if they did, do you think anything they did could actually help? Whatever.
: : : Alright. This HAS to stop before the rest of you start in and then they'll really wonder what's up. I mean, you don't want them to know this side of you, you have to FIT into society and they will take you for a crazy man if they know this side of you. On the other hand, maybe it would be good for all of you to say something, Theif? Murder? Blasphemer? Drunkard? Slanderer? What about you Lust? You have all played such an integral part in his superb development over the years. I'm sure you all have SOMETHING to say! Speak up and let them all know who you really are, or should I say who Bryon really is!!
: : Does anyone else feel this way?
: i describe myself as a multiple personality without the black-out periods :)
I am one such personality.