Posted by Kat on June 19, 2001 at 07:40:23:
In Reply to: spiritualdreamsandvisionsawakeningthesleepinggiantoftruthinthecornerofmysoul posted by giveawayboy on June 16, 2001 at 19:26:17:
: YOU GO GIRL! I ONLY WISH THAT I WAS AS YOU SAY. LATELY I HAVE MADE NO SECRET OF THE FACT THAT I HAVE A SCREWED UP RELATIONSHIP WITH GOD--BUT AT LEAST SCREWED UP QUALIFIES. I AM THE MAN WHO NEEDS TO BE AROUSED FROM SLEEP! WHEN YOU PRAY, SEND ONE MY WAY! IN THE MEANTIME, I SHOULD GET BACK TO MY ROSARIES. I HAVEN'T SAID ONE FOR MONTHS.
: LOVE, A GUY WHO BELIEVES IN JESUS BUT LACKS RECENT EXPERIENCE, BILL
You know the really hard thing is to stay there and keep going. How easy is it to fall back into your old routine and forget about the committment you made to yourself and God.
Let me tell you something though it took a long time to just work up the unction to get started.
What helped me is when, I couldn't pray I would jsut make a list of things I wanted to pray for and then just read it and I found that I could start to pray on my own after that. That was the hardest thing to do. It's been a while for me also more than a few months. Joe sees me outside and when I come in he askd me "what were you doing out there with all those books." hehe
Be encouraged! I shall pray for you.