Posted by prodigal on June 23, 2001 at 23:21:50:
I talked with John the other day. I'm glad he called. Steve, or thistle, this is my not so soon reply to your invite. Things have been a little weird in the bryon-brain lately. No! I haven't been depressed or seclusive, although that's what it may seem. I have been immersed in computer related studies. Man it's hard sometimes. I have other options (job) floating around and I've been caught up in all the concern of the requirements and possibilities. All that crap. No reason to not show up for church, I know, but that's another matter entirely. Believe it or not, I've actually been getting tired of the small fellowship situation. Part of me wants to get lost in a huge fellowship and just blend in where no one knows me. Maybe become part of a youth ministry, playing guitar or something. I don't know. I've got all this "forward looking" going on in the brain area lately. Questions like; what am I going to "do" with my life? Am I qualified for this job? Should I get hooked up in a college age singles (for more than just the fact that there will be single females there) group? Am I actually going to "settle down" one of these days? Ah, who knows? Anyway. I have offically responded so I will go now.
-Ciao