Posted by kat on April 06, 2002 at 08:46:36:
In Reply to: Re: John, Bill and Jesus posted by Pollavon on April 05, 2002 at 07:13:27:
: Dear John, would that I had the peace you speak of. Every day I have to work with my mind, my heart and my soul to find peace, compassion and patience. This life has always been hard for me on every level. My husband says that I have innocence about me and that I am attracted to those things which have it too. I think what you all may sense about me is a love that I have for the mystery of each passing moment. I always feel like I'm going to get a present. I don't know why I'm this way. I guess I need to be simply grateful and "keep up the love."
Forgive me for butting in here but, I think the 'present' you may speak of could be the gift of feeling like something special is about to happen everymoment. I certainly wish I could live that way. Your eyes constantly wide in wonder as each new moment arrives. I really struggle with finding peace everyday, there is always something that needs to be done and not much time to do it, right at this moment I am procrastinating because I dont' want to do my taxes!
As far as missing Jesus: me too.
And there I just remind myself, He lives in me. He IS here.