Posted by kat on April 15, 2002 at 18:50:32:
In Reply to: Re: A flower in the desert posted by john on April 15, 2002 at 06:49:21:
: : Yet somehow it would be sad to just reveal everything, we really aren't ready for full disclosure are we?
: Actually, I think i would like that. Being completely flayed open and laid bare for all to see. The good and the bad... that way there is nothing but honesty and perfect honesty is true liberation. Isn't this the comfort we find in God? That He is the one person who is able to see us completely. To truly know us. Even with my wife we are always separated by words and space and flesh.
Now here is honesty, I have no idea what that would mean, and I am afraid of it.
That is probably the thing that inhibits me the most in so many aspects of my life.
Some I dont' want to mention, but I keep waitng for...something, I dont' know what
But it is fear that paralyzes me and keeps me from my true potential. How do I say
"ok I am ready for it" (whatever it may mean) and really be ready to accept whatever
is revealed?