Posted by Mister Metal on June 02, 2002 at 00:08:58:
In Reply to: just a thought about friends and getting to know each other....this came to my mind last night when i was given a radically different perspective on it.....we need to get out of ourselves for a minute..... posted by giveawayboy on June 01, 2002 at 14:16:49:
yeah dood actually i have been learin this like even today..my friend she is a great friend i love her she does not know automatically how to respond to someone who is raw and out there such as myself who expresses himself with no apologizes or PC jargon...yeah i hate the fake mask that people choose to don each day..take off the mask...
yeah i am so relieved to know that my friend sylvie has the same feelings i do about her..i am so blessed by her..and had to let her know..she told me the same and here i was for the longest time thinkin i was scarin her away yet not knowin where i stood with her..it was a big struggle cuz i love her..and did not want things to get wierd between me and her..so now i think me and her have gone to the next level as far as our friendship is concerned..i really feel hopeful now..i get my moments where the enemy lies to me..tellin me...you are a fool for being the way you are(in other words tellin me that nice guys finish last..) i have even struggled with that in these last few days but decided to go against that feeling..and i am glad i have..because if i went with that feeling i would have never talked to you bill i would have dismissed you from day one..and i would have never even known that sylvie deeply cares for me..this is a big encouragement to me..so yeah what bill said...at times you are gonna want to go and dismiss that person i urge you not to i have done that before and have ended relationships with people who i did not know till later did not know how to express that they cared for me...yeah it tuff with people they can be wierd and not responsive yet i have to bypass my cranium and do what i know it right..its not always easy not at all...like especially when people dont ever apologoze for offenses or act rude or ignore your friendly gestures...