Posted by giveawayboy on August 22, 2002 at 02:09:46:
In Reply to: whoa its hard this friendship thing.. posted by Mister Metal on August 22, 2002 at 00:24:29:
: like this week i have been thinkin bout sylvie..and when she comes to church this week..and just really how its been really tense..and wierd..hopin that i will be as nice as i can to her..and that things wont be so wierd now...and now i am seein her after not seein her for like 2 months at least..and i just wish things were not so freakin wierd...ehh..and now i am just thinkin bout how hard it is..just to keep friends...and just how things get so misinterpreted..just really wish it was not so hard..maybe its easier for yall..as you guys are way better at this friend thing than i am..it never seems to work out how i want it to..its really upsettin..i see all of you guys and i get so envious..like yall have it downpacked,this friend thing...and are so closely nit..i feel like a F*&^in martian..and i am such a screwup..damn..thats all i have to say...
i'm glad you are my freind, even when i'm all messed up. thanks for listenin' to me when i'm in my head.