Posted by PP on September 26, 2002 at 13:13:34:
In Reply to: Re: I do love my children! posted by thistle on September 25, 2002 at 18:45:47:
Dear Cari,
Thank you so much just for being here for me. I am totally surrounded by the male species and though this could be a really neat thing in most females eyes, it sometimes drives me crazy cause I have no one to talk to and no one to understand me as a woman.
I am thankful for my children as God blessed me with them as I was on Birth Control when I got pregnant each time! For whatever reason God wanted me to have these strong and handsome boys, and I am very thankful for them. I just felt gained up on over the past couple of weeks.
This past year has been a trying one for me and I just realized that I had helped several people get through the death of a loved one and I hadn't grieved. It is weird to feel others pain sometimes and suppress it to care for them and show them God's love in their time of sorrow.
I didn't even realize that Glenn's surgery was very stressing to me even though I had a peace about the whole thing.
So suppressing my grief as every little thing piled up on me, drove me to a breaking point. I
needed a time to refresh, a time to know that God was taking care of me even while I was helping him take care of others.
Why God chooses me for things, I don't know. And, even when I feel like my world is falling apart He shows me more of Him. Everything in my life has shown me more and more of God. He totally amazes me.
You amaze me too with your peacefulness, patience and genuine love. Thank you!
Have a wonderful day my friend.