Gripped By More Than Fear

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: One Shot... : I am more than just a number, : more than just the face on the : 6 o clock news. : I have a name and a life. : I have a family that loves me. : I have people that care about me, : even now. : I am more than THAT NUMBER on my toe, : I am more than there book or tv movie, more : than a piece of interactive data on their website. : I am a real person. I do not deserve this, : I did nothing more than mind my own business. : Then again I can SEE the logic in how that might lead someone to want to harm me. : I am more than a victim, I am more than the DECEASED, : more than a way for that deranged coward to get his joy joy jollies off at the moment : of my death and media frenzy to come. : I was wife to one, mother to another, : I was daughter to yet another and teacher to many more. : You would sum me up, all that I am, : all of my many years in a simple number on my toe. : You would call me one of the silenced, place me in an order and sterlize my every move. : That is what he would do that bastard. : The coward that swine. He took from me everything I had, most : of which I would have given if just asked, : but NO ask he did not. : He took with the contraction of his finger the life here that God had given : me. : : He will call me his 3rd, : and you will say " She was at the wrong place at the wrong time " : When is it the wrong time to mow your lawn. or sit at a park bench, or wait for a bus ? : I ask you is there a certain time that to fill your gas tank or to purchase groceries, obviously not : since he is here. : No worries ofcouse, you will forget time will move on and life will be. Then yet I am : only but a number. : : Damn you I am more than just a number, : I am the love the life the happinees the laughter the need of many around me. : Thanks to the perception , thanks to the coward I am the loss and the sadnees : I am the grief of all whom I have cared so dearly for. : : I look at you and say why, at our perceptions as a people. : Not until I am you will you know who I am, : nor til you have humbled your selves from your seats on high will you know : the sadnessog what we have truly lost, more than just my life : you have lost a piece of your own... :

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