Posted by phunkle de lion on November 08, 2002 at 13:25:12:
In Reply to: Re: I'm not dead yet. posted by PS on November 08, 2002 at 11:03:30:
: : Hey Tif!
: : Nobody around here wants you to put on the Plastic Christian Happy Mask, we just want you to come around and be with us. Maybe we can pray for you, huh? I think I will do that anyway. You are loved and missed and expected to be at Kingdom Come at 3:30 Sunday.
: : Peace be to you, sister in Christ...
: : -kat
: I can echo that sentiment. Be here! You are family! We love you!
: It is much easier to go through doubts and confusion with your homeys, and many times the answers and assurance you need are realized in community! Without the perspective of our loved ones, we are pretty blind half the time. And without their encouragement, we all get lost in that funk too often.
: I wanted to say so much to you when I first read your epost, and then I realized that it was the same sentiment I have been sharing in church lately. It's frustrating to me to cause sometimes the people I really want to love on aren't there. Please come! It will be encouraging to you -- AND US! You have always been a huge blessing and everyone loves you dearly.
tiffers ms snow flake
thanks for your honesty. i alwayss see as this amazing person with a heart that is so huge..i know you hurt and sometimes want to know where he is. he is right there with you..in my life i have been hurt alot and sometimes i want to scream where the !@@##$$ are you..is this stuff real..why do i have to be so alone in a room of friends will anyone really have the courage to love me more than a friend and all that and ya know what..He carries me through. i dont get the answers right away and some i am still waiting for but he is still God..and i am still his..he loves me know matter how i might feel at any moment and he never turns away from me..christianity is a name of a religion. loving Christ is not..Going to church is good.. Falling in love with him is better, i thank him for the church i go to..but the answer is not in the walls the hope is not in the people. the hope is in Christ..I can get encouraged by people i can be loved in the way humans love..but his love is perfect..there is this awesome book called "dark night of the soul" by st john of the cross..check it out..i read it years ago..and it did help me make some sense of pain suffering and depression tiffers you are loved you are loved you are loved..................tiffers you are loved
i hope to see you sunday.....meow