Posted by giveawayboy on November 16, 2002 at 17:03:57:
In Reply to: O.K. I think I know how I feel now. But, before you read this, tell yourself: I'm going to LISTEN and not just respond without THINKING. Thanks. Bill posted by giveawayboy on November 16, 2002 at 16:53:42:
please, please, don't go to PEL because you feel like I'm asking you to. I don't want a bunch of 'sudden interest' created. That would be manufactured and uncool. All I'm saying is let's start LOOKING HARDER at WHAT AND WHO we have around us. We might be AMAZED if we let ourselves SEE IT. That's all. So, if you don't feel inclined to learn about Montaņita or something, cool, please DON'T go. I don't want manufactured shit here. Also, Marcos, I'm sorry if this post made you feel singled out. I could have singled out any other person. But, I really think what you have to share is amazing! I wasn't trying to make you feel odd. If anyone wants to know--I feel like I just died or something. Writing this post was hard, since I wanted to communicate my thoughts without sounding like I'm laying guilt on people. Also, since I didn't want it to sound too negative. It was an ordeal. And I haven't cried this hard since the early 90's.
Thanks. Bill