Posted by ? on February 12, 2003 at 10:23:23:
I want to do some good, I want to say something and create. Then I think, "why?" Is it for the sake of creating? So then what? Am I saving it forever? Do I create just to destroy? What's the point of all that effort, just to scrap it? If it doesn't come out the way I want it then what? Fix it? Work with it? What if my creation had it's own mind, like a will? What if it doesn't like me or my ideas and it wants to do things it's own way? Do I destroy it at that point? Well, then I give it some options; if I let it go it's own way it's going to destroy itself and everything else around it, I should give it some rules.
It doesn't like the rules, but inherently the creation realizes the rules are for it's own good. So it tries. But the creation is corrupt it fails much of the time and without my continual intervention it really gets itself in a mess; not only that, it makes me wonder why I created it begin with. I need to show it by example, I have to live with it and show it. It just doesn't understand. Some of the creation will do it my way if I show them.