Posted by kat on February 26, 2003 at 22:45:29:
In Reply to: lots of words that mean nothing...A journal entry bad grammer and all. posted by Terry on February 25, 2003 at 17:45:36:
: When I was young life was an easy game. White was white and black was black and what the hell is gray anyway. Living on the streets seemed so easy, I always knew who trust and who not to; where to find wisdom and who was a fool; When to act big and when to keep my yap shut. Hurting people came with the territory, it did not matter. "That's life they just have to get over it." All I had to worry about was surviving today. Tomorow was never in my mind. Right now was enough to worry about. To hell with consequences when tomorrow may never come. I just have to get through now. Survive, move on, continue... Today was forever.
: Yesterday is gone.
: Black and white are gone. Everything is a shade of gray. All of a sudden tomorrow matters, and suvival is just not enough. My actions hurt others which in turn hurt me. Sorry is such a hollow word. All of a sudden my actions matter. Somehow, I find that I no longer live in between the minutes. Tick tock tick tock... I no longer know truth from lies, when to give up and give in, when to be me or whom everyone expects me to be.
: Time be my friend. Slow down so that I can catch up to the changes around me. I need the time to grow up. The world is spinning to fast. I can't keep up. I'm growing older faster than I can grow up.
: I'm sorry.