Posted by kat on March 26, 2003 at 08:50:26:
In Reply to: Re: from a letter to Mark.... posted by PS on March 25, 2003 at 18:24:30:
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: : I have to ask myself sometimes if certain things are truly motivated by love or whether they are just to satisfy my desire or curiosity. I've also had to learn that.....desire and curiosity are not always bad things. I'm not as rigid as I used to be and I refuse to live my life of faith as a colour by numbers game. I am willing to get alot wrong because I'm trying to get alot right. I'm not looking for the easy answers, but the better questions. I'm not looking for fire insurance, but for a life ablaze. I think Jesus understands all this. If I didn't love Him, why would I even be thinking about Him at all? I want my earthly passions to find the heavenly ones and I want them to walk together in a way that is pleasing to God. I'm not afraid to make mistakes now. I know that there is a difference between a life of justifications and making mistakes. I also know that there is a difference between a heart in search of God's will and a heart indifferent to it. I'm ready to make my mistakes in search of Him. I'm ready to explore alot of things. I hope that somehow this little rant is helpful to somebody out there.
: Are you kidding? It helps me. :-)