Posted by març on April 22, 2003 at 22:54:01:
In Reply to: i'm trying to see the good in people....... posted by clover on April 22, 2003 at 18:58:09:
: but it's extremely difficult when you discover that someone you gave so much to/for has turned around and stabbed you in the back. i've been betrayed to an utmost extreme that i can't even find words to express myself. i think i knew it was happening, and i'm not really suprised. i should have gone with my gut, god was telling me something. but, i have such a bleeding heart to always help, that i'm blind to those who take advantage of such people. i have asked god for guidance all day it seems, and i have no idea what else to do. i'm dumbfounded. i feel as tho i can never really trust a person for who they say they are. i'm beginning to think that even when someone claims with all their being that they are changed, they're really not. please pray that i find comfort in god and maybe understanding (tho' i don't think i'll ever understand this dilemma). please also pray that a close friend is truly awakened by the lord and finds refuge and solace in the darkest depths of his heart.
: sorry for the rant, i've had a million things flying thru' my brain and haven't been able to deal with them. i needed to vent. just keep me in your prayers.
: i love you guys
~I will pray for both of you; and I'll continue to pray for Parallel Universe. I hope to be in
Parallel Universe on sunday.