Posted by clover on May 08, 2003 at 17:38:45:
well. it's over. a super nice woman named lisa came to pick up fizgig today. it was the hardest thing i've ever had to do, and i can't stop crying. i feel awful, but i know it had to be done. i know she'll be happy once she gets used to her new home. she'll have two loving little girls to keep her company. i feel like i've lost a child; this is terrible. i miss her so much already. i just have to keep reminding myself that it's for fizgig's sake. life is hard ;(