Posted by Terry on July 30, 2003 at 22:03:08:
"Do not be afraid. There is no cause for it, if you remember that death does not exist. Instead know your own self and view life as a challenge where the hardest choices are the highest ones, the ones that will resonate with righteousness and provide the strength and insight of Him, the highest of the high. The greastest gift God has given us is free choise. There are no accidents. Everthing in life happens for a positive reason. Should you sheild the canyons from the windstorms, you would never see the beauty of their carvings. As I pass from this world to the next, I know that heaven or hell is determined by how people live their lives in the present. The sole purpose of life is to grow. The ultimate lesson is learning how to love and be loved unconditionally." -Elisabeth Kubler-Ross M.D.
I have so much to learn right now. I wish I would just learn all my lessons so I can move on. Please pray for me I am under a lot of pressure right now. I am still sick and I can not go to the hospital. I just don't have the money. Because I have been sick I have not been able to look for a job. Buddy is not feeling well. NCS has lied to unemployment about why they fired me. Thank God I kept the memo they made me sign because I was able to fax it to the unemployment people. I just wish I was feeling better. I missed you all on Sunday.