Posted by mister metal on September 10, 2003 at 22:43:36:
i just have to give this one more try..
k. its seems that there is a misunderstanding between us that i wish to bring light to.
yes..i offeneded some..i have made amends with some. and god has been helping me to restore others and be redeemed with them. you have your reasons for not talking to me..yet i have wanted to let you know that i have no ill towards you.
yes..i have been mean. yes i have said some outlandish things.
i have done lots to piss a ton of people off.
but i also have been praying for the day that this will be all done with.
as god is wanting to bring his church to perfection. and that only comes with love and unity.
steve..whether i ever even return to visit at pu or if we ever can have a civil conversation..i want you to know, what i said was wrong.
i am sorry..i agree that i was wrong. for no other reason i say this than to let you know that you are free from condemnation and that i pray for you guys..and believe that god wants to use his whole christian church..as a whole to reach his lost sheep.
god did this..he graced me with a short time to be under your ministry..then he took me out.
you did not do this. the lord did..i know that he is doing a new thing with me..and showing me the beauty in all christians..be they baptist..charismatic..joesmoe normal..or punk rock. he loves them and wants me to love them.
i only pray that this is read by you and you are able to see my heart in this. that i do not wish ill on you or your flock.
i am praying steven. for reconciliation..and even if thats not possible..i will still be praying.
once again.i acknowledge that i offended some..but the lord wishes to restore those who have been hurt..and i think its time that we put our differences aside..if not for anything else than for the sake of the work that god wishes to do in our midst.
words from raulito..aka mister metal.