Posted by mister metal on September 12, 2003 at 16:21:43:
In Reply to: What are you thinking today? posted by giveawayboy on September 11, 2003 at 10:44:09:
: SO, what's on your mind? Feel free to talk about it here.
k here goes my thought pattern as well as i can put it in writing:
1) i am thinking about a sweet friend by the name of dominique whom i miss a lot. there has been a brief seperation and she is very much missed. just trying to let go and let god. its hard but thats what i have dealt with lately.
2) what will i do tonite? borders perhaps..
what will i do on my off days..visit people perhaps.
or make all out plans? perhaps not..who knows as i think the lord has kept me away from many people for a reason. anyone ever try to get together with people to hang and it seems as if god was not letting you do that whatsoever? (i say this because this happens a lot to me)
3) just thinking,hoping and praying, just knowing that something big is round the corner. can't explain but i feel it coming.
4) learning how to interact with the opposite sex=hard especially when you have good friends who are absolutely gorgeous, any healthy straight male understands what i am going through.
5) just getting back into my poetry..planning on writing more.
6) god..his grace..his love..his patience and long suffering with me. he is a perfect gentleman.(now if i could grasp that a lil bit i would be ok perhaps)
7) praying to be even further extracted from whatever remnant of a shell that i tend to run in..whatever remnant of that shell that still exists must be obliterated. i don't want to be this shy or intraverted guy. its not me and i just want to be more and more free. and its happening praise god.
8) i need more vegan foods in my diet.
thats about most of it as far as the last few hours are concerned..i could not really put it all on one page..its too much. i think a lot but nonetheless you got a small glimpse of the mind of raulito.