Posted by Terry on December 08, 2003 at 18:11:43:
I only have a minute before I have to go back to the doctors it is 6:00 and I am still not done defending myself....
Tim, Ryan, Heather, and anyone else who came within 10 feet of me yesterday, I am sorry I was such a bitch, and that I hurt a lot of feelings.
Right now I am under a lot of pressure (more than I have ever been in my life) and I am very depressed, angry, hurt, scared and confused. I am not sleeping nor eating. I do not know how to deal with everything that is goint on in my life right now. (The car being such a small part, but a part none the less.) I feel like every fleece I have set out before God has come back with a "F@#& you" written on it. No answers. Anyway..... When I feel like this I should stay away from people. I'm sorry I haven't been a blessing. I'm sorry I have hurt the ones I love the most. I'm sorry.