Posted by Xavier on December 10, 2003 at 14:22:41:
of the stuff I posted , this is what I could find. My eyes hurt and I need to start my daily galavanting or I might turn into a real nerd.
Is this ok with your needs.
- Xavier
God is the X
The single most beautiful being in my garden
He is the only rose amongst my weeds
I praise him
..........
I deserve what I get
For its not for the best
What I've done's in the past
And I can't take it back
Don't hate me for who I am
Perfection is but a sham
Not one of mine, for my only crime
Was to love you, and I've done my time
I do not beg for my release
I don't beg for anything, except for our peace
Don't need to love me, not even be my friend
Just don't hate the life I'm trying to mend
Contrary to your opinion, i'm not out to hurt
So don't sabotage my few friendships left
My manner short, painful, curt
But it hides a deeper person, waiting for a test
I failed my first, but more will come
Maybe next time i'll show my love
In the meantime, I try to be me
Whoever that is, time will let us see.
..........
You see things in a different shade of BLACK than the rest?
Do I Dream in Black & White?
No, I dream in abstract grays, hues without boundaries. Indifferent,
undiscerning grays; the bird has no color against the indistinct sky.
Dreaming is somewhere mediocre in between-not quite heaven and not
exactly real.
"I live in black and white!" I shout to deaf ears. "But I'd die to
be gray..."
the raven and the dove rise into the sky, the realm ever widening as
they fly closer to each other.
Reality is
Brighter lights and Darker shadows.
Stars against the Night.
A flash of lightening in the early morning hours.
Ivory pebbles slipping silently over plush black velvet,
cascading onto the mahogany floor.
When fear of discriminating eyes hits you, remember that ivory
attracts dust, mahogany reflects light,
and we use
GRAY matter
to think....