Posted by Sunny on July 07, 2000 at 08:02:15:
In Reply to: Re: learning posted by markos on July 06, 2000 at 18:36:34:
: I can identify with you, I was screaming at God while in the shower the other night. Even though
: I like to think of myself as non-stereotypical male is some ways, I am still trapped by a lot of
: those things, and I realize it can be hard for me to admit how miserably weak I am, at least in
: "public." I can see that sometimes I can focus and put hopes and dreams on something that is
: ephemeral, even though it may not seem that way at the moment, and then it hurts to have it taken
: away. I realize that I need to focus more on God, on His love, the only thing I feel that will
: not change while in this life, or in the next. Still, I feel like Jonah in the bible, a book
: which I just recently heard it being talked about, since he had difficulty in accepting God's
: plan to send him to announce a message of repentance to Nineveh. Well, I hope I haven't
: trivialized your pain, and I hope at least some of this makes sense.
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No, you didn't trivialize anything. You made me feel better. I'm only human. We all are.
And I'm not alone, sometimes I forget. Thank you.