Posted by markos on July 06, 2000 at 18:36:34:
In Reply to: Re: learning posted by A Hurting Sunny on July 06, 2000 at 14:44:33:
I can identify with you, I was screaming at God while in the shower the other night. Even though
I like to think of myself as non-stereotypical male is some ways, I am still trapped by a lot of
those things, and I realize it can be hard for me to admit how miserably weak I am, at least in
"public." I can see that sometimes I can focus and put hopes and dreams on something that is
ephemeral, even though it may not seem that way at the moment, and then it hurts to have it taken
away. I realize that I need to focus more on God, on His love, the only thing I feel that will
not change while in this life, or in the next. Still, I feel like Jonah in the bible, a book
which I just recently heard it being talked about, since he had difficulty in accepting God's
plan to send him to announce a message of repentance to Nineveh. Well, I hope I haven't
trivialized your pain, and I hope at least some of this makes sense.