Posted by Jennifer on July 24, 2000 at 12:44:49:
In Reply to: Re: they say jealousy is a green-eyed monster posted by Cari on July 24, 2000 at 11:10:04:
: I know what you're talking about... I tend to struggle with similar emotions from time to time. I wonder why God lets bad things happen, or why he seemingly blesses some so abundantly while others struggle. Asking questions isn't where I have the problem, but not being satisfied with God and God alone. God kind of showed me this through the book of Job the other day. I read Job 1 (esp. verses 6-22) and started crying because I know that my attitude would not have been the same as Job. On the contrary, I would have ripped my clothes, thrown dust on my head, felt cheated, and complained incessantly to anyone in earshot. I am starting to realize (again) that God is ultimately in control of every situation I encounter, and even using them to draw me into a deeper appreciation of who He is and the love that he has for me. Unfortunately, I'm short on memory and thick in the skull area.
: Don't be too hard on yourself. It sounds like God is already working...Cari
~~Wow, Cari...I couldn't have said it any better! In my experience, jealousy can be this spreading virus that can just consume you if you let it. Bill, recognition that you are feeling jealous is really (I feel) God pointing out to you what is happening. And you are responding by reaching out for help with it. Very cool. I tell you what--God has been really working on me regarding feelings of jealousy, bitterness, and resentment over the last few months and it is amazing what inner peace and contentment can be found within. God has done so much with me in those areas (which are all inter-related anyway) and it's truly awesome---as I realize once again that we can do nothing without Him!