Posted by kat on November 21, 2001 at 03:04:51:
In Reply to: bill's scattered parabolic resp. to this whole very STIMULATING conversation. Just pretend I'm throwing some giant disjointed gannet out into the universe somewhere trying to hit every point at once. something like that........and forgive me for not being too eloquent...... posted by giveawayboy on November 15, 2001 at 16:26:34:
: Right now I need to learn real lessons. I need to be more of a mystic. I need to be more down to earth. I need to be more out in the universe. I need to read a good book. I need a physical connection to something other than someone who wants me to go to their worship service. I need to paint more. I need to learn how to be Hanuman more. I need to learn how to act more like Avalokitesvara. I need to listen to some more Smashing Pumpkins.
Bill, you need to be Bill. Then just be quiet, wait and listen for a while. It could be a long while. You'll know.
: Bill, who sees through a darker glass than ever, and who isn't scared to let people know that he doubts most of the truth most of the time.........but still believes.........
I doubt less than I used to, but somehow I also know less also. Some kind of by-product of having 13 year old kids living with you.
I also need to say that this johvon/John McGee thread has been confusing and earthshaking for me. I try to but, can't follow all of it, seems like too much work. I have to keep reading and rereading and somethings I have to get the encyclopedia out, others I need the dictionary and yet others make my Attention Deficit Disorder want to have a party right NOW! What was I saying? Encylclop--diction---ADD, oh Yeah!
THANK YOU! I just wanted to thank you not just for this post but, for all the "way too in depth ramblings and junkets into the inner mystical workings of our spirits/minds and search for deeper undrestanding paradigm breaking religion debating....stuff. It made me think, even when i didn't want to, and I am Lazy that way. I questioned some things and...oh my, it is 4am for Ah Pooks sake!
-kat