Posted by Xavier on June 10, 2002 at 18:48:10:
In Reply to: please pray posted by clover on June 10, 2002 at 02:23:34:
: okay guys, i feel really ackward coming out with this, but you are after all my family. please pray for me. i am going through some mental hurdles that i didn't realize existed till they hit me like a mack truck tonight. i'm seriously trying to find my faith and comfort in all of this, but i'm feeling incredibly incomplete. as i asked my best friend, "have you ever felt completely loved by so many wonderful people, yet felt utterly alone inside?" , that is as close as i can come to summing up my feelings. i need to remove myself and meditate, which is my #1 priority at this point and how i'll be spending my day tomorrow. but, please, in the mean time, please pray that i find love, healing, and comfort.
: i love you guys
This may sound odd, though you may find a new perspective helpful. I offer myself to you. I do not know you well though I am completely open to listening to whatever your heart or mind holds harsh. I have been a good listening post to my friends and would love the chance to help a sister in Christ/ You are in my prayers like mad, and if there is anything that a 7ft teddy bear monster like mwa can do to help yuou please do not hesitate. Stay mad blessed . . . . .
- Xavier