Posted by clover on June 10, 2002 at 02:23:34:
okay guys, i feel really ackward coming out with this, but you are after all my family. please pray for me. i am going through some mental hurdles that i didn't realize existed till they hit me like a mack truck tonight. i'm seriously trying to find my faith and comfort in all of this, but i'm feeling incredibly incomplete. as i asked my best friend, "have you ever felt completely loved by so many wonderful people, yet felt utterly alone inside?" , that is as close as i can come to summing up my feelings. i need to remove myself and meditate, which is my #1 priority at this point and how i'll be spending my day tomorrow. but, please, in the mean time, please pray that i find love, healing, and comfort.
i love you guys