Posted by Mister Metal on June 27, 2002 at 14:49:05:
In Reply to: hmm . . . . . posted by Xavier on June 26, 2002 at 01:04:16:
: : i have dated so much in the past year..that i have realized that it was a big priority in my life..and i kinda had my whole life revolved around it..plys a lotta people playing games..and so much heartache..the dating scene is so cutt throat..i am so over it..i am serious about not dating for a year at least and i want to get where i need to be with GOD and i need to be friends to those who need friends..and i juss need to serve people..and not worry about silly things that dont matter like havin a fine mamasita on my arm..
: : its so not important...yeah well thats all i have gotta say for now..
: : steps off the soapbox.
: . . . . walking by slips on the soapbox slides across the room & " Bonk " Wow look at all the pretty stars . . . .
: Good thought Metal, I need to follow in your footsteps. I have wasted to much of my life on finding someone to like me for me, reality has shown me all I need for that is too open my eyes. There are people all around for that. They always say when you stop looking is when it happens. Who knows huh . . .
yeah its kind of like...dont get me wrong..i would so like to have someone to like me for me..but as of now..its so not about me anymore..its a hard thing to say..because i think that too many people..myself included do things in the guise of what may be in it for them..and i dont want to look at gurls as..hey she may be my lady someday..thats so not rite..its hard..cuz i tell ya..now that i made this promise to myself..all of the sudden..there are gurls..who come out the blue..who show interest..well its been here and there..i mean at work and all..i am sure that it wont get any easier as the days progress..but thats ok..i will endure.