Posted by Mister Metal on September 06, 2002 at 11:18:05:
In Reply to: Re: i suck at friendships/relationships.. posted by giveawayboy on September 06, 2002 at 01:05:21:
: : i just see myself as the biggest screwup now..i just can ever seem to get to where i want when it comes to friendships and relationships...eh..can you say i suck?? thats how i feel rite now...ugh..i just hate how i just cant seem to get things rite..i just cant seem to get close to those i want to get close to..i just feel like a total failure now..
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: Raul, I liked talking to you the other night, even though I was a little firm w ya. Actually, it was the first time I felt like we were just being totally free and easy w each other in a few weeks. It was actually real cool! I am glad we're friends.
: Love, Bill
well thanks bill..sometimes i feel so unlovable..and dont even understand why people put up with me..but they do..thanks for puttin up with my shit dood...like..i dunno why we still are friends..you should have run like hell by now..amazin that you are still here..thanks