Posted by Raulito on October 01, 2002 at 21:33:37:
In Reply to: my turn posted by giveawayboy on October 01, 2002 at 20:02:12:
i am so glad to see this..in the midst of feelin really useless lately..its nice to see that i aint what i think i am..
chris is like the motherly figure..he just is nuturing and gives his all to people..
his transparency is so relevant to me..it just makes me feel at home..
bill has this smile that just makes me get all smilin too..he is good about sayin hi..and at times i feel that he is a lil hard on himself..but hey so am i..thats ok..i guess thats why i like him so much..we are so much alike..but bill is all bout people..and he is all about friends..bill is the freind of many..when i think of him..i think of bill,the friend of many..
ryan is a gentle hearted person..he is thoughtful...i dont know much..but i see the gentle heart that cares so much..and i see he is involved in people's lives..
tiffany is so loving and full of love..first time i saw her..all i can remember is her lovin on everyone in sight..thats what i like the most of her..she has this big heart and its got enuff room for everyone..
pastor steve..ahh we have butted heads..i think its cuz we are alike..and while he may at times come across as edgy..if you just look beyond that..you realize he is all about people..he is very patient..far more patient than i am..he is a beautiful person..i truly remember that nite at church a few weeks ago he played drums when he wasnt havin the best day..he was burnt out..but he chose to praise GOD with everyone else..and the beauty of his face shone like a thousand suns..
cari..i like cari..she loves her husband..she is far more beautiful than she knows..her ability to just stretch herself with people and her unapologetic honesty really struck me hard at first..but i then realized..hey Raul you need this..i learned and am continuin to learn a lott from her just being her...thanks cari..for being you...thats cool
marcos is so quiet..yet i am sure he has more to say..it will just take time..he has wonderful taste in music and thanks to him i am gettin back into my industrial music faze..oneday marcos its friday nite at the castle..you and me ok!?!?
kristi..i first thought i was scarin her when i first met her..but then she oneday talked to me..it was neat..she has this sweetness about her..cant really explain..its there tho..
kat..she is a good mother..and a blessing..that lady who was so shy actually opened up after a while..and its just nice to imchat with her..i love her kids..them kids really are nice..
thanks kat for you..and for your kids..
tiny..you need to come back more often..you make me realize i take myself way to seriously..you make me and others laugh..you are needed..and its nice to see you with us..its nice to see you take part my friend.
corey..what can i say corey?? i suck at being your friend big time..but thanks for just takin part in church..just seein you there..it helps me out..and while i dont even know you..i know this..you found your place at pu..totally..you did...and you fit in that place that had an empty gapin hole that only corey could fit into..thats all i can say dear corey..hope it helps..
chad...you seem edgy..but i do too...hope to one day get beyond that...i am sure you have a lotta good things to say and to share..i know you do....and you totally fit in with our band of locitos...no offense..thats a total compliment...corey is with you cause she sees beauty..its there....its just cuz i aint seen it..but that dont mean its not there..its there..i just have to give it time till i see it..
terry...you are a wise woman....everytime you speak it hits home...rite in my soul..when you share its always good..when you speak its always good...you are a prophetess and you dont even know it..i wish i had more to say then hi..oneday i will find an icebreaker to get past my social inexperiences ok??;)
johnvaugh and paula...you guys have this love..that is so christlike..it makes me look upward..thats all i can do..when i look at you too..i have to acknowledge that GOD is in our midst..
roan..you are a lil princess..and the prettiest baby alive..
lynsey and cristo..you guys are missed..come back soon ok? hope ya had a healthy baby lynsey..and please let me know if i can help in your spanish ok? cristo..when you shared the last time..it was good...do that again please...libby...your goofy trademark smerk floors me...i like that...hope to actually get past small talk and have a good lengthy conversation one day..
i am sure that there are more..hope to get to know all of you..as i am really clueless about the half of you yet..it takes so long to get to know people..but i hope to one day be better at this..thanks guys...all of you..