Posted by Mister Metal on November 13, 2002 at 12:24:46:
i just have to be real...and thought about it..so before anybody misinterprets..i am just tryin to talk about me..this is only about me..ok..i have been really irritable..its just me...no one caused it..its just a state that i am in..i cant explain it..its just what i feel..and its real..
i dunno why..i just am..its gettin to the point that i hurt the closest to me..or just avoid
others in order to make sure that i dont hurt them..i have a high capacity to really hurt people..and i guess in knowin that. it makes me a lil more careful in my approaches with them..
i can easily get aggravated then i just wanna make someone bleed..not in a physical sense..but i am tempted to just cut them down when they cross me..i caught myself almost doin this recently..so if i have not gotten a hold of many of yall..i got love..i just am dealin with these feelings..and i dont want to hurt anyone..i see that potential..i have to just look out and be aware..