Posted by phunkle on November 14, 2002 at 10:27:15:
In Reply to: been very irritable lately..yeah. posted by Mister Metal on November 13, 2002 at 12:24:46:
: i just have to be real...and thought about it..so before anybody misinterprets..i am just tryin to talk about me..this is only about me..ok..i have been really irritable..its just me...no one caused it..its just a state that i am in..i cant explain it..its just what i feel..and its real..
: i dunno why..i just am..its gettin to the point that i hurt the closest to me..or just avoid
: others in order to make sure that i dont hurt them..i have a high capacity to really hurt people..and i guess in knowin that. it makes me a lil more careful in my approaches with them..
: i can easily get aggravated then i just wanna make someone bleed..not in a physical sense..but i am tempted to just cut them down when they cross me..i caught myself almost doin this recently..so if i have not gotten a hold of many of yall..i got love..i just am dealin with these feelings..and i dont want to hurt anyone..i see that potential..i have to just look out and be aware..
raul...dood you are ok..you are a human..you are a child of God.. chill on your self.i know you are loved you realy are. ok somethimes you open your mouth and bamo oops hey it happens. i am not saying it is completely to hurt people verbally. but dont worry on hurting people. sometimes if you worry to much on someting you can do that which you dont want to more. when i was younger steve always told me to stop thinking to much and realize iam a child of God...it is harder to do but it is worth it. i do have to remind myself of that often..but i grew alot since those early days as well...thanks for being my friend ......doood relax....ok..just relax in GOd...love ya man