Posted by PP on November 18, 2002 at 06:46:28:
Good morning my dear friend.
I just read the last few days of posts and was wondering why you were looking the way you were yesturday. (At church and afterwards at the fellowship) I thought it was me. I tried to say hello to you a couple of times before church got started. You didn't hear me. I thought you were ignoring me. I too feel like you do. I feel like people don't listen to me. (I even had a dream last night and I was trying to talk to everyone at parallel and no one would listen to me. They would just turn away and talk to each other. I finally got mad and screamed " Why won't any of you listen to me? Why won't you respond to me?" I figured it was because I was different, that I wasn't like you all, who have talents. I do have a great talent, but I don't usually tell anyone what it is. They usually shoot me down. Which did happen here at PU. So, I just go on feeling diconnected) But I know we are all connected, because we have the same FATHER and BLOOD is thicker than water. We servive and we lift each other up. It may not seem like it, but we do. I love you, Bill. I think you are wonderful. I love to listen to you. I have even gone by your work to surprise you and say hello and just listen to you, but most of the time you are not there when I just stop by. Have a good day my friend and keep posting!