Posted by giveawayboy on February 08, 2003 at 13:21:49:
In Reply to: Re: friendship....yeah posted by Mister Metal on February 08, 2003 at 13:05:38:
: oh i hear ya bill...its just that for the longest time i said to myself..hey screw what raul wants its not about me..i dont live for me..and i still grasp that to an extent but to deny the fact that i have needs and those needs arent being taken care of and i am dying inside is absurd and i just wont do it..
: i have needs..you have needs...hey we all have needs..i need for my needs to be ministered to..as you do..my needs may be different than yours are..that doesnt make me better than you or vise versa..but to stand here and constantly deny myself and just not worry about me and look to the needs of others can only be done for so long..after a while one needs their needs to be met too...
: so i just had to reiterate that..and yes its very disillusionizing and disheartening when one is in need and those who should be there are for some reason or another just arent..whether intentionally or not..whose to say..its just the painful fact that they are not there..and perhaps never will be..
: its just something that is hard for me to digest at this time..
: signed Raulito the skeptic
I'm glad you are honest and I'm glad you are a skeptic. Be yourself.
Later, Bill