Posted by John on April 17, 2001 at 17:22:54:
In Reply to: Re: a few more thoughts posted by Jen on April 17, 2001 at 15:26:17:
you are the one who called us at 2:30 saying you never wanted to see us again. Who said we were tired of anything? All I said was that I can't keep a clear conscience with other people if I listen to all of this stuff about them from you. Everything isn't all about you.
If you need help go to the source of help, God, not people. Humans will always let you down. But no one here has even done that. We know that you do this when things go bad and that you will recover, we're just waiting on the next peak for you. It has nothing to do with being abandoned or rejected. You were expecting someone to run to your rescue when you let on that you were going to do something drastic,(i.e. leave town, not see us anymore, leave the church) well that didn't happen. you need to learn to stand on your own feet at some point Jen, you are plenty old enough. Your life is not in danger, you just feel bad because the inevitable finally occured. I warned you it would, I have many times in the past. I increased the frequency of my warnings as I saw the day of it approaching, you know what i am talking about. Falling is one thing, but just as we talked about Steve's phone call from the guy going to see his girlfriend and looking for an excuse by calling the helpline you ignored the warnings. Why do you think I brought that up! You have to admit it and quit fishing for blame before you can help yourself. Look back at these posts, you have contiunally ducked and weaved around the real issue and redirected the conversation back to what others have or haven't done for you.