Posted by Metalito on October 05, 2002 at 10:36:49:
In Reply to: disconnect..its what you wanted posted by Mister Metal the emotionally drained one on October 05, 2002 at 10:31:09:
: thats how i feel..i just feel that many are just forcin me to disconnect emotionally..i will still be goin to church..i just am in this state that in order to even function i have to emotionally shut down..i am very sensitive..and things like this are just draining me..i try to be there for people..and i try to live for GOD and have joy in my life..as i do..and have..
: but really..in order for me to function..i am gonna have to be a tad withdrawn..
: nothing personal guys..i just cant deal with all this...
: not doin so without makin myself to get caught up in this emotional roller coaster that many are valiantly fighting with...hope yall make it..those are my thoughts..
i just get really attached guys..i just want to do my best to be the bestest friend i can be to many...and i even have learned to disregard my wants and needs to do so..but maybe i have to just take a big step back and stay a healthy distance in regards to those who are battling with depression..its just these past few weeks..many dear ones around me are dealin with this issue..so it just drains me..i cant save you all...i cant save even one of you...and it sucks that i cant..i want to be your superman..but i am just some dood who happens to thrive of veggies..tries to live for GOD and happens to really like goin to pu..and loves every last one of you with all his heart..and it hurts that i am powerless to help you guys..