Posted by Mister Metal the emotionally drained one on October 05, 2002 at 10:31:09:
thats how i feel..i just feel that many are just forcin me to disconnect emotionally..i will still be goin to church..i just am in this state that in order to even function i have to emotionally shut down..i am very sensitive..and things like this are just draining me..i try to be there for people..and i try to live for GOD and have joy in my life..as i do..and have..
but really..in order for me to function..i am gonna have to be a tad withdrawn..
nothing personal guys..i just cant deal with all this...
not doin so without makin myself to get caught up in this emotional roller coaster that many are valiantly fighting with...hope yall make it..those are my thoughts..