Posted by Tiff on November 07, 2002 at 06:43:02:
I'm not dead yet. Sorry I haven't been around at all lately. Things are a little tough with school and such recently and I too have gotten sick. I've been in my own little funk on top of things and have been feeling hermitish. Is that even a word? Oh well. I feel confused about alot of stuff in my life right now. Sometimes I wonder where my faith really lies and how sturdy it is. I wonder about what I think I believe in and what it stands for. I ask myself if I even know what I'm trying to believe in anymore. I don't know. I guess I just feel a little lost. All of a sudden I get this feeling that I don't know what it means to be "christian". Like I don't know the meaning of the word and I shouldn't call myself that because I don't have the right to. I tend to wonder if I have been running blindly and have no idea where I'm headed. Anyway- enough with the negativity. I'm just having a rough day. Just needed to vent a little I guess.
I will do my best to make it Sunday. I miss you guys.