Posted by PP on September 24, 2002 at 05:58:43:
Well, it was one of those weeks for me! I was supposed to be on vacation and well,... I felt like I spent a week in hell! St. Thomas was what I had in mind, but hell is what it was! I feel like my family is falling apart! Oh, and ya it is, I have FOUR TEENAGERS driving me and my husband both to hell! They really are good boys. But really evil too. Oh, thats not what I mean. My husband thinks I am loosing my mind. But in actuality, I just need a break. I absolutely love being a mom, but there are times I really hate it. My kids were supposed to be these angels, (and at some piont they may have very well been) but somehow when they formed into the evil state of teenagers, they transformed into devils! It really isn't as bad as if feels. But, it really feels like crap! Maybe it is the fact that there are 4 boys, only about a year apart in age and frankly there is a lot of testosterone flying through my house, and I feel out numbered. Sometimes, I feel like God doesn't love me, but I know He does! Look at the miracles He has done for me just this month alone! And, I am not going through the tough times that some of you are going through, but for me it feels like my world is caving in. Does anyone understand me? Kat may a little, I think. Tell me, does this get any better? Oh, and another thing, I need friends!