Posted by Mister Metal on February 06, 2003 at 23:45:48:
k..all this talk about friends..from so many people.i have heard people tell me oh this person is my friend that person is my friend..whats a friend?
a foe..or there in time of trouble..or a wolf in sheeps clothing ready to devour within a moments notice..really whats all this deal about friends?
explain someone please..cuz i honestly dont get it..and havent yet.
i think about this a lot..many claim to be a friend and have friends..what is a friend?
well i do my best to be a friend..that i do..i am available to others..and have done my part to serve others...but having a friend is another different story...i dont seem to have any fleshy beings around me when troubles arise and when i need them..so this makes me doubt this whole terminology of friendship..if it even exists truly within the framework of mutual friendship..and is that all of the sudden a bound contract just cause one has someone who acknowledges your needs and you do the same for them and do what you can to minister to that need;reaffirming them and their place in relation to you...
in these past few weeks i have seen what i thought was a friend come tumbling down into a pile of rubble..those who i thought were friends i am highly doubting..and those who were in the background working behind the scenes seem to show more valor and relevancy in regards to this "friendship" deal i am talking about.
i just would like to see what yall think about this..well if anyone cares to speak about this..i am long winded at times and like to go on and on about a subject and dissect it..placing all severed and quartered parts onto an observation table to analyze,take notes on,and there i come with some kind of conclusion..that may or may not be theorem..its just how i work.
so if anyone cares to talk about it..then lets do so..cuz i just felt like gettin deep..so here we go..