Posted by jonvon on April 10, 2002 at 21:35:53:
In Reply to: Re: john's polarization and my day at church posted by giveawayboy on April 09, 2002 at 08:08:55:
actually i'd much rather hear how you are really doing. i'd rather you vomit on me or spit on my face. that way at the very least i'd know i was alive, even if just in that moment. because i would also know that you were alive. the energy would be unmistakable.
come on out john mcgee. come on out bill. get angry, get schizophrenic, get whatever. its a good thing.
: : for a long time now it has really bothered me that even in a setting where people are free to be themselves, at least in comparision with other settings, there are certain things that are just taboo. We say they aren't, but I guarantee we would be upset if they were violated. I think this contributes to the schizmed feeling and forces people to become liars. I don't know how to overcome it. I myself sometimes feel like I will explode if another person asks me how i am doing because I can't answer with the truth at that particular time, nor would they really want to hear it anyway.
: exactly!