Posted by kat on April 10, 2002 at 22:07:51:
In Reply to: Re: john's polarization and my day at church posted by jonvon on April 10, 2002 at 21:35:53:
: actually i'd much rather hear how you are really doing. i'd rather you vomit on me or spit on my face. that way at the very least i'd know i was alive, even if just in that moment. because i would also know that you were alive. the energy would be unmistakable.
: come on out john mcgee. come on out bill. get angry, get schizophrenic, get whatever. its a good thing.
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: : : for a long time now it has really bothered me that even in a setting where people are free to be themselves, at least in comparision with other settings, there are certain things that are just taboo. We say they aren't, but I guarantee we would be upset if they were violated. I think this contributes to the schizmed feeling and forces people to become liars. I don't know how to overcome it. I myself sometimes feel like I will explode if another person asks me how i am doing because I can't answer with the truth at that particular time, nor would they really want to hear it anyway.
: : exactly!
john, next time I see you I am going to ask you a question and you better answer me truthfully.
I will know if you are not being truthful (you know, lying). You can say anything you want to me, but no lying. You cannot however regurgitate or expel saliva on me, that will get you a fat lip.